feeling awkward :(

kok makin lama rasanya aku makin jauh dari mereka? :(

bener2 kangeeen banget. oh how i wish i could still be with them. like i used to be. kok rasanya menyakitkan gak bisa involve di dalam mereka sama sekali? :(

ingin bersama2 mereka lagi kayak duluu.

ingin jadi bagian dari mereka lagi. kangen berat.

kenapa yah kok bisa gini? aku sama sekali ga ngerti. padahal aku pengen banget bisa maen dan berada di antara mereka lagii. sekarang involve sedikit pun gak bisa.

well. conclusionnya sama lagi.

world’s keep turning. and somebody gotta go and replace my position there.

but no matter how hard i tried to make a logic conlusion about this thing, my feelings and emotions always take place to make me feeling much more anxious. HELP!!